one word to descibe my feelings now.... TROUBLED!!!! recently hav been troubling about something.. though i hav not confirm yet.. but i hav seems to think too far ahead.. haiz.. i m tempted to get it.. but everytime i think of the conditions.. i dun look forward to it lo.. as i like my current job very much except for somethingssss la.. but e job itself i like it alot.. i enjoy my cath life now.. n oso my non invasive sometimes.. e feeling there is good.. got my khakis to share with mi all my crap n my saddness.. got LBM my best colleague over there.. but then haiz.. whenever i think of that thing.. actually... i wanted to get it but i dun wish to give up wat i'm doing now... i'm still dreaming.. haha.. about the dreams tat mi n ljt came up with.. hehe.. in our dreamland.. maybe i shd jus go n try first.. when i got it then see hw lo.. TROUBLED!!