hihi.. i'm back after so long.. so long din update le.. lazy la.. okie.. nw tat i hav time.. i shall jus update something b4 i zzz.. okie.. my hand recently got pop out something la.. it's called warts.. n at first i tot it's jus something tat can be squeeze out.. so din really care abt it.. until it grows bigger.. n then i decided to ask my nurses n drs over there.. n some sae tat it's can be squeeze out.. got pus.. but some sae dun squeeze out la.. later scare spread to other place.. n 1 even sae tat it's mosquito bite-_-".. but after some time.. it's even bigger.. n i ask my sis i/c there to help mi poke.. but when she use a needle to poke.. nothing came out.. n she ask her nurse to take a blade out.. n lignocaine gel(a anesthetic gel).. n it's all sterile somemore.. then when she sae tat.. i scare lo.. imagine she use a blade n wan to cut ur skin.. then she started to put e gel n wait for my hand to numb.. it onli numbs abit la.. then she starts to cut.. bit by bit.. okie la.. nt very pain.. cos all dead skin.. then after that.. she sees nothing came out.. n she start to squeeze ald.. it's painful.. but still nothing comes out.. n then she give up.. n at this time.. a dr came.. my fav dr:) then act wan him to open some antibiotic cream for mi de.. then he c c n he squeeze again.. more painful lo.. but still nothing comes out.. haiz...

then after weeks.. i see my hand.. it's still e same size to mi la.. but my friends sae it is bigger.. so i finally go n ask another dr who runs treadmill test la.. but he's a GP.. he see my hand n str away sae tat it's warts lo.. then he sae hav to cut abit n then use liquid nitrogen to freeze it.. n so jus nw went to his clinic.. to get it done.. on e way to e clinic.. i'm still chatting with my fren that wait while doing i will hav syncope n then i need to cough to get my HR n BP higher etc.. then reach his clinic, it is cozy n big lo.. n he explained wad is warts lo.. n wad is he gg to do to my hand etc.. then he started e procedure.. n then when he use e blade to start peeling off my skin bit by bit.. at first nt pain.. after tat.. when blood start to come out.. it's abit pain la.. n then when he use liquid nitrogen.. it's numbs my hand.. n painful.. n abit cold.. it's -40degree i tink.. n halfway thru.. haha.. i feel giddy.. then i'm seeing stars.. then i cannot ald.. when he still doing.. i put my head on e table.. then he continue to do lo.. n so.. i hav vasovagal syncope.. i hav a high vagal tone.. n my heartrate was low.. n BP oso low.. then i went to lie down on e bed.. then got better... i tink i'm lousy leh.. like tat oso can get syncope.. haiz.. maybe i shd go do tilt test b4 i left nhc.. but i dun wan i/v plug..

nw my hand is painful even though i din do anything to it.. it's fragile now..