seriously.. i dun understand.. why mus there be word limit..................... haiz.. i seriously hate reducing the number of words..

n i SERIOUSLY HATE ENDOCRINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i really dun like endocrine leh.. nt onli the 40MCQ is difficult.. but also the essay! dunno wad the hell i'm doing.. dun understand the journal..feeling so sian.. totally no holiday mood at all... it's suppose to be my holiday leh! my 2 week of holidae.. haiz.. i dun wan to get a 4 for this module.. seriously...

i hate having sore throat.. i hate tat feeling.. i hate eating difflam.. makes my whole mouth numb.. but lucky i still have strepsils.. lucky i told ed to help mi bring 1 pack frm sg.. cos here quite ex.. when it's on offer it's 6bucks.. when it's nt on offer it's7-8bucks.. n it's 24lozenges onli.. so i tink it's nt worth buying strepsils here.. i hate getting sick esp when i got so much things to do.. like i need to rush out 1 report n tat report confirm gurantee chop will exceed 1500words.. n i still nid to study for mid sem etc.. haiz.sad life.. e report is a headache.. imagine i need to write on TB.. then onli my part plus intro it's ald 1100 words.. n i still gt ed,andrea n xl part to write somemore.. headache.. sianzzzzzzzzzz

sometimes i wonder.. is it becos this is the last sem of the final yr in uni for those aussie ppl.. tat's y they wan to torture us in the final sem.. so many assignments to do.. alot of assignments to do still okie leh.. but all due almost e same time, that's e most irritaing thing on earth.. but todae was slightly better.. nt as emo as the last few daes.. n todae edmund still tell mi nt to emo leh.. he sae i look very fierce.. got meh?? i still gt laugh at his jokes ma.. then he todae always ask mi i okie anot.. cos i din really tok to him during lesson ma.. can't even understand the lecture ald.. dun hav mood to tok also.. n oso.. dun hav the mood to listen to lecture at all.. for e microbes lect.. although i can understand.. but i dun hav e mood to listen to the lect.. e words jus can't seem to go into my brain.. though my hand are writing down e notes but i still tend to drift away during lect.. i jus can;t seem to concentrate.. dun ask mi why..

List of assignments to entertain mi throughout the sem.. hw fun is it!

1. TB presentation - 24/8/09 (Done)
2. Ecology abstract(250 words) + critique(250 words) - 28/8/09 (Done)
3. TB essay(1500 words) - 31/8/09
4. Biotech mid sem (10chap)- 2/9/09
5. endocrine mid sem (14 chap)- 7/9/09
6. fungi presentation - 7/9/09
7. biotech prac bk - 9/9/09
8. fungi essay(1500words) - 14/9/09
9. ecology essay(1500 words) - 25/9/09
10. endocrine essay(1500 words) - 18/9/09
11. biotech prac bk - 31/10/09

out of so many assignments, i like onli done 2?? that's so fast of mi..

okie ppl.. this entry is a boring 1.. let mi grumble abit...

i dunno wad's wrong with mi todae la.. todae jus feel quite sianz.. no mood to do anything.. no mood to listen to lecture, study, tok, play...... i dunno why.. maybe din slp well recently.. but seriously. after i came here.. i neva always slept well .. the pillow is nt very gd.. always neck pain.. even todae when i go sch i oso no mood to do anything.. this is nt like mi.. imagine i gt 4hrs break.. i end up onli read 2 sets of notes!!!! hw can tat be.. n somemore.. the tutorial on TB is really very sian.. i dunno wad i'm reading.. it's too much molecular stuff.. n i neva like molecular stuff.. haiz.. this is still okie.. worse is the biotech.. i dun understand a single lec!! everytime i go into the class.. i came out with lots of the qns marks.. but when i look at the lec notes.. i can understand abit.. but then i can link it well.. n i look at the past yr papers.. i dunno hw to do at all.. n i hav a mid sem for this.. which is like 1 day b4 my bd... i dunno hw m i gg to study for it when i hav so many things to do.. nt onli this.. my endocrine oso got mid sem.. n e i got like 13-14topics to read.. really very sian.. it's too much la.. if the topics cover in mid sem is nt gg to test during the finals still okie.. it's gg to come out in the finals as well. so means i hav to study 2 times.. haiz.. really very very very x100 sian................

i hav no life over here.. life is nothing but study.. 1 week only go out 1 time.. n tat is grocery shopping dae.. here is nothing but wake up-sch-lunch-home-dinner-study-slp n e cycle goes on..monotonous life........

yest i dreamt that i'm back to sg.. eating hawker food.. n my fav meepok fishball.. haha.. shd be think too much until i dreamt tat i really ate it in my dreams..

i dunno wad's wrong with mi la.. very emo todae.. haiz..

yeah.. tml got no sch.. no nid to wake up at 8am.. n no pracs for tml.. such a relieve.. it's a day for mi to catch up with my work n a day to complete my swine flu essay.. 1500 words essay... n i like onli wrote 1000words?? i seriously feel tat e word limit is not enuff.. i might overshot.. haha

went to sunnybank todae n visit the oriental supermarket.n as usual.. i spent 47bucks todae la.. with 1/4 of the money spent on this pork n mushroom meatballs.. 1 kg worth of balls.. haha.. but it's my last time buying le.. wun be visiting there anywhere soon cos my work is piling up.. haiz.. n i oso stock up 1 more bottle of hello panda as well.. n oso bot green beans n purple sweet potato to cook green bean soup tml.. yummy.. n i saw taiwan sausages there too.. but it's quite ex la.. so i shall 'ren3' until i went back to sg n eat at pasar malam.

time to go back to my essay le.. haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

after watching the ndp parade.. i realise 1 thing.. i really really miss singapore!!!

i miss my family
i miss my friends
i miss my fav food
i miss everything!!!

so.. after 6mths here.. i still miss sg afterall..

sg is my home afterall...
i miss u.................................................................

tml is sg 44th birthdae.. n it's my first time to celebrate sg bd overseas.. haha.. but then it's nothing special tml.. usual lifestyle for mi.. wake up-wash clothes-cook-eat-do assignments.. n last but nt the least... watch NDP parade!!! actually singapore society gt organis e event to watch ndp together.. but it's at QUT which is at city.. n by the time i watch finish e parade.. it's ald 1030 brisbane time.. n i still nid to travel back home.. n by the time i reach home.. it will be like 11plus going to 12.. so decided nt to go there n stay at home and watch instead.. haiz.. watching by myself.. sadden.. although edmund they all ask mi to go to his hse n watch.. but still.. i gt no transport back home when e show is over.. my last bus back home is 9pm frm their place! sometimes i really hate e transport sys over here.. n although they ask mi to stay over.. but still.. it's quite inconvenient lah.. cos nex dae nid to go sch n i gt presentation nex dae too.. n if i really stay over i still nid to bring my toothbrush n home clothes etc.. too troublesome for mi.. n i hope xl wun kill mi for nt gg to city to wathc e parade with her.. haha.. i feel very guilty lah cos i agree to go with her yest.. but todae i sae i dun wan to go ald.. haiz.. if mon i dun hav sch then i will go n watch parade together la.. but too bad.. mon i hav sch.. so no choice lor..

todae went to west end market again.. bot quite alot of stuff.. total 40bucks worth of grocery tat is expected to last mi for 2 weeks.. n i everytime go to west end.. i will spend the whole day at their hse.. n true enuff.. i todae stay 1 whole dae at their hse.. doing nothing productive.. we are suppose to do the tutorial.. but we onli compile and tat's all.. nothing else.. n then oso we did bake banana cake oso la.. but i dun feel tat it's nice.. it has a weird taste and then i tink e banana smell is not strong enuff... haha... i jus nt gd at baking stuff..

i did nothing todae.. i din touch on any of my essays n i feel slpy now.. i feel so unproductive this sem.. i dun hav the mood to do essays.. i nt as productive n hardworking as e last sem.. i dunno why.. n 2 weeks of sch jus pass by like tat.. w/o mi realising it..

todae i saw something tat i din see it ever since i came here.. n i almost forget wad's it is called!!!! and guess wad... it's chwee kway!!! hw can i forget it.. n i saw someone bringing it to sch lo.. carrying it infront of mi!!! n i almost forget abt the presence of this food.. although i din really fancy when i'm over at sg.. but still i miss it.......... i very excited when i saw it and i told edmund to make fren with tat person n ask tat person hw to make it! haha...

assignment are starting to come in.. and then essays r slowly coming in.. todae is the first assignment... due nex week for e presentation n e wk after which is the essay... n the topic is on swine flu.. n we got no time to do tat we hav to cancel the strawberry farm trip until nex week.. no choice la.. cos tml got another essay coming in.. plus i gt 1 prac report book to be done.. n tat's is biotech prac!! still, i dun understand asingle lecture from the biotech.. haiz haiz haiz...........

i still gt alot of things tat i wanna do.. n tat is meant to do when i'm free.. i wan to bake banana cake, egg tart, muffins.... n cook sweet n sour pork, bak kut teh, chicken curry etc...................

been here for abt 5-6mths? and xiuli and allen they all have not been to my hse.. so todae.. invited them to come over and cook for them to eat la.. cos my hse is not near sch.. it's near some big shopping mall.. and need to walk 15mins to reach e shopping mall somemore.. then on e way hor.. tat allen keep on saying tat i live very far away.. then he sae i bring him for excursion.. -_-". but okie la.. stay here so long ald.. so get use to it ald.. take it as exercise everydae lor.. haha.. but my hse there gt busstop la.. jus in case i'm lazy or late for lessons, i will take bus outside my hse la..

then todae cook quite alot of things.. gt my fav ikan bilis with fishball... and french beans w mushrooms, chicken meatballs, vege sausages, steamed egg.. n oso my speciality, chicken 'claypot' rice:) with watermelon as dessert.. eat until very full la.. but e french beans w mushrooms.. i cook for very long leh.. cos andrea todae eat vegetarian ma.. so hav to cook this w/o the oyster sauce.. so e effect is not very nice la.. cos i added salt instead of oyster sauce.. at first i tried.. i find it super not nice.. even edmund thinks so.. then after awhile.. i try again.. then effect is e same.. after tat i let it cook n cook n add some sugar then become better.. they sae tat it's okie.. but i find the worse dish shd be e steam egg.. haha.. i really dunno hw to cook e steam egg leh.. e look of e egg is very ugly.. then nt nice oso.. but we still eat until very full la.. n when i m cooking.. tat edmund is ugly ald.. n he neva tok much.. then when we start to serve e rice.. edmund took e rice n eat ald-_-".. he cannt get hungry la.. if nt his face will be black and then he will get very quiet.. but heng they sae my cooking todae still okie la.. haha.. but i find it okie onli.. nt tat delicious la.. but then i still love my ikan bilis soup:)

i still can't understand a single lecture on biotech.. e notes is okie la.. but dun ask mi anything beyong the notes.. i dunno anything.... haizzzzzzzzzzz